Don't be a baby, mama!

 This goldielocks has passed another stage in her young life today: it was the last day in daycare today. From Monday on she will be going to school. I am not sure how I feel about that. I'm not sure how her dad feels about that. It certainly means she is not a baby anymore, and I think we have more problems with that than she does. I really hope she blooms and learns lots of new things and enjoys going. You go, little bumblebee.

 We are already so proud of you.

Also a big thank you to the girls of the daycare who helped her grow into this sweet little girl.

Losing the baby hair - returning to normal life

all the signs warn me that normal life has to start soon, I'm even losing my baby hair.

the most common period of hair loss occurs approximately four months after delivery. The rise in hormones during pregnancy keeps you from losing your hair. I had the greatest hair when pregnant. After delivery, the hormones return to normal levels, which allows the hair to fall out and return to the normal cycle.

my pregnancy hormones are gone, I even wonder how I still have one hair on my head.

but anyway, all that, just to say, that my maternity leave is over and I don't really know how to deal with that. I enjoyed it so much and it feels so unnatural to leave my baby all alone at the day care - she is still so small, my sweet little girl.

I have never left her more than 2 hours with someone else during the last 4 months.  
my mother heart bleeds
from the moment they are born, you already have to learn to let go. pfff
mother love is the strongest love there is.
and these 4 months were the best and the most rewarding of my life. (upto now that is) 

I labelled all her little things and today was the big day!
Today was our little girl's first day at daycare, and she did it like a boss! We are so proud.

I am a sucker for my daughter.