all the signs warn me that normal life has to start soon, I'm even losing my baby hair.
the most common period of hair loss occurs approximately four months after delivery. The rise in hormones during pregnancy keeps you from losing your hair. I had the greatest hair when pregnant. After delivery, the hormones return to normal levels, which allows the hair to fall out and return to the normal cycle.
my pregnancy hormones are gone, I even wonder how I still have one hair on my head.
but anyway, all that, just to say, that my maternity leave is over and I don't really know how to deal with that. I enjoyed it so much and it feels so unnatural to leave my baby all alone at the day care - she is still so small, my sweet little girl.
I have never left her more than 2 hours with someone else during the last 4 months. my mother heart bleeds
from the moment they are born, you already have to learn to let go. pfff
mother love is the strongest love there is.
and these 4 months were the best and the most rewarding of my life. (upto now that is)
Today was our little girl's first day at daycare, and she did it like a boss! We are so proud.
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